finally back and i know i know i have neglect my blog like hell long.
but i am just so lazy to even on my laptop.

okay cut all the unnecessary talk. now i am pondering whether i should or should not open a blogshop. cos there are so many things to consider. hmmmm. esp. on clothes supply. oh well.

CAN ANYONE TELL ME IF I CAN GO INTO DOING BLOGSHOP? and was thinking of partnership and we can shop like crazy wahahhahaa anyone interested? lols

I AM NO PUSHOVER.

And I wanna go club, play mahjong, eat steamboat, shopping and chillout with my loves:D
esp to you DYLAN KANG hugggs.

And I shall look forward to it.

current location at toapayo. and and my left eye is hurting like crazy. totally farkup. prolly due to not enough rest plus dryness. but whatever it is I just hope there's nothing to do with my corea.

went phuture ytd for ladies night and it was kinda sucky. went with melody *another me* haha n hello debbie =)

totally T.G.I.F tomorrow *beams* =D
I want month end to come soon.

and at the end of the day, it was still always you. is the place really irreplaceable or wat.
damnit

It was freezing cold this morning and I was really reluctant to go to work. Forced myself up and went for a shower. Bailey was still sleeping on my bed waiting for me to change so that she can head down and take a walk while mommy drive me to the train station.

I felt great prolly cos the first half of the year kinda sucks for me and now its turning better and better. Planned for beybeh’s birthday already and it shall be a surprise (:

There are certain stuff which I totally dun understand. I got a friend and he is so obsess with this girl that she is like controlling his life. Gosh. Really bad. And regards to this issue, I am totally speechless. He can really do anything or go any distance for her and yet she is like taking things for granted. Well, friends and I can just stand and see how she ‘destroy’ his life cos no matter how much advise we gave or how determine he shows he wanna change things, in the end it will always be the same. Nothing really changed.
I gave up on advising him already. Totally pointless.

Well work is still okay. It’s the third week since I joined this company and things have been picking up quite smoothly tho I still make mistakes here n there. And my colleagues are much friendlier towards me already. Felt like some kinda alien when I started in this company. Totally got ignored and not as friendly as my ex co. weird isn’t it. Well at least its getting better and better (:

Gonna meet up ray and ey laters for dinner at Holland V. its been so long. And my crave for clubbing is coming. HAHAHHAHAA. Rebel. Dbl O. or prolly mahjong. LOLS(:

And I am gonna sign for my MANHANTTAN CARD. Its not the fish market one k CHA. It’s the STANDARD CHARTERED one.

Okay love you all chaos.
Hugs and kisses.

its been so long since i last updated my blog and its not tat i dun wan to but its just that recently i am hit with alot of emotions.








yes yes i know its been so long since i had a proper post and till now i got tons of photos to load and well all of them are in my fb tho. lazyness and plus all the not feeling oh-so-well going on all over me. and i was even hospitalise before my trip to BKK. damn the pain seriously.





other than the BKK trip i really haven been doing much since i am not working anymore. seems like my life for DVDS and late night supper mahjonging are back again!
oh well lemme think wat have i done this for this few days.

• mahjong(: I LOVE.
• movie. X-MEN & KNOWING
• clubbing. DBL-O *like finally.
• DVDS. DESP HOUSEWIVES SEASON 4&5 PLUS 2 HK SERIES. total of 25DVDS.
• chilling. at SUMMER BREEZE
• shopping. BOUGHT A BLACK BABYDOLL TOP FOR CHACHA'S BDAE.

okay i am lacking of GOOD FOOD! but i am already putting on weight seriously. i needa cut at least 2KGS before CHACHA's bday. and i know its SO HARD NOW esp when i am like eating sleeping and nua-ing whole day with my DVDS and bailey baby. gosh.

and my tomyam crave is still there):

there are still things and stuff which i am upset with and about. i dunno how and why. but recently i am starting to have flashback and dreams about the past. about you. and you know who you are.
sometimes i really hope that certain things have never happen before. but the results are always lesson well learn. maybe maybe i just need a little more time and space alone please.

and i live for nights that never end.

I AM REALLY DAMN SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS SHITE ALREADY.
AND SERIOUSLY THIS TIME I AM SO NOT GONNA GIVE A DAMN.

NO MATTER WHAT.
FARKSHITE.